Ugh I’m in excruciating pain, if this is what contractions feel like I’m considering not ever having babies. This morning I got to work feeling normal but soon this stomach-ache pops up, and it’s not “just” a stomach-ache, it’s been hurting my guts for the entire day. I feel so bloated and can’t even think about food, especially not coffee. And guess what? It’s all over at work, you can smell it in every corner I couldn’t go home since job-students aren’t allowed to take the day off or anything so I had to stay there, waiting because the program I was working in stopped working. I spent about half the day waiting for a phone-call that never came. And while doing nothing, you focus on the pain so I was pretty much dying. I still am, though I discovered that if I lie perfectly still, nothing happens. It’s like these waves of pain, it comes, it crushes and it pulls away… I tried to get home with wobbling legs, I felt like a radiator. I took pills but they’re not helping. I think I have spasm, but I don’t know the correct English word, I’ve had it before though. My mom’s taking my medication along tomorrow when she comes to visit Brussels I pray I’ll feel better by then, cause I’ve been excited for it for so long

What else? Well, work is boring now. I have to look up accounts and write down the user name but really, BORING. And my co-workers are too, my “coach” is really weird. She flips out when I can’t log in, and she told me to scribble on a piece of paper first before writing, because she doesn’t want any ink spots. Hello? It’s a pen, on a piece of paper? Try printing with a computer then? And when I leave, she always thanks me! For what? Doing my job? Getting paid for it? I think that’s just being too nice there. Oh, and there’s also this cute guy, probably way too old for me but he kinda reminds me of like a crossover of Seth Cohen and Edward Cullen I know right?

Since yesterday morning I’ve been working out an idea in my head. It’s really odd, I wake up with these sudden ideas that pop up out of nowhere, and it’s always there in the morning. Sometimes they disappear and others stay lingering… This time I know what led up to the idea though, I just think my unconscious develops it at night. I was watching a few interviews with TDWP and got fascinated by the fact that Mike actually does Shipshape clothing himself. I always thought someone did it for him… Which would be less cool! So I woke up with the idea: I want my own clothing company! I’ve already got a few ideas for shirts designs, it’s only the printing that concerns me. And yes well, people buying the shirts could be a problem as well but I know my friends would already be interested and I think this could become a great business, because there’s only one cool clothing company around, and I think their shirts are mediocre So, tell me guys, would you ever consider buying my shirt designs?

My mum and I went to the market this morning, I fell in love… With this cute little brown dwarf rabbit. I’ve been wanting one for so long, but now I was so close to getting it! My mum convinced me to wait, she said: “well, if you buy it now you’d have to leave it tonight already because you’re leaving for Brussels, and that would break your heart.” So now I’m getting it once I’m off work! And that’s only 2 more weeks! I decided I’m going to get a brown one and call him Muffin.

Sorry for me being lazy at commenting, I promise to get back to you guys soon. What can I say, work is consuming my time! But nonetheless I still like it. It doesn’t feel like work at all, I don’t even mind getting up for it. I hope it will stay this way for the rest of my life

As much as I love Brussels and living there in absolute independence, I love coming home to find my mom and tell stories about the weekly happenings. I was annoyed as hell getting off the train though, it was crammed. Instead of a bunch of girlie teens giggling I found myself surrounded by +40 year olds (keyword is the +) yelling into their cellphones in bad French. They were acting worse than I ever did in my teen years. Except, I’m still in them and I felt like the grownup? I could’ve handled their stupidity if I hadn’t looked forward to reading New Moon on the train, but honestly, who wants to read about the god that is Edward Cullen when people are yelling at each other about potatoes behind your back?

I got home, tried to finish unloading but really, it’s such a crappy job. My brother was over-excited to give me my birthday present. I don’t want to know how much money he pumped into it but he actually bought me… Get ready for some downright nostalgia… Every season of… DAWSON’S CREEK! Hell yeah! Pacey Witter anyone?

So yesterday at the cafeteria at work, I was thinking (I’m always thinking, duh): Working in the kitchen to clean the dishes must be horrid. I can’t imagine a worser job, I hate touching other’s people’s plates and leftovers, even if they are mine! So now I really want to put a note on my plate saying “Thank you for cleaning up my junk everyday”. I mean, it would really cheer those people up you know In the long run, they would actually look forward to cleaning it

I had to switch departments at work yesterday, I felt so bad leaving my humble coworkers and work spot. Now I work for this huge case, a company that went bankrupt like 7 years ago. Anywhoo, this place is mad, it takes up 1/4th of an entire floor, filled with abandoned desks, it makes you want to steal the computers! I feel really lonely there, I have a new coworker, but she speaks French and she reminds me of noodles. Every time she hits the copy button she says “Ploop”. I would rather have worked with elevator-boy. Why does that sound like a superhero-name?

So I was about to leave work, stalling as usual, to work overtime, you know, going to the bathroom, cleaning a bit, staring out the window… When all of the sudden there was a car… On it’s head! (Wait, do cars even have heads? Well I hope you know what I mean.) The entire city of Brussels was a traffic jam, even the allies! It was the coolest thing, everyone was super aggravated and I was walking past the cars laughing at them

Oh and I made up a new one today: You know you’re obsessed with Twilight when you keep a look out for shiny gray Volvo’s I finally saw one today, after searching for weeks… I actually noticed that the hotel nearby drives them, and I have “only” been walking past them for the past 3 weeks every day

And now my feet hurt from walking to the copier and back about 300 times the past 2 days, so I’m off to watch Gossip girl. (I think I have a thing for Chuck. He’s really cute with his hair up. And pants off haha, guess which episode I watched last )

• Angelica
• Brenda
• Chelsea
• Frutee
• GG
• Jenn
• Keith
• Nicole
• Scott
• Shen
• Steven
• Suz